His existence gives me hope

I feel like you're lying
I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop
On the inside I'm crying
Oh, why can't I believe that you might really
Care for me, adore me, like me like I like you

I just wanna believe you're telling the truth
'Cause I wanna be there for you

Last time I failed, broke my heart too fast
This time I'm scared, I'm praying this will last
You say it will, I fear it won't
This will fail despite my hopes
I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop

Yes, I wrote this one too. His existence gives me hope but a lot of other complications as well.