Can't even think of a title for this

I want to breathe

Cause I haven’t done that in a while

And it’s all building up

Inside of me

I want to leave

But I can’t though

Cause I know

There’s no road

That leads to anywhere I want to go

You can blame what you want

But I still don’t know what’s real

And what’s not

Blame it on that I suppose

Whatever makes you feel at home

Cause that’s what it’s all about

Never mind being shut out

Justify how you wish

What you wish whenever you wish it

I wish I could wish too

But my time is long overdue

I think it ran out when I saw the tube

Down your throat covered in blood

And the other one that stole your dignity away

The one time I remember I didn’t pray

Cause I couldn’t think of anything to say

That feeling has stayed

Before and after you passed away

And I’m so afraid

And I can’t explain

To anyone but ink and paper

I guess it feels safer

But it also feels lonlier