Bleah

I'm too stressed about grades to be stressed about anything else.
I long for the day when I can go chill at Hendrix and have a drink without an issue. I can wait a month.
I don't feel like I'm going to be happy alive so why am I bothering.
It's not even like, talk me out of it, it's like, this is what I want and I'm coming to terms with it.
Why was it ever considered bad in the first place.
I'm just trying to be happy.