So added to one of my songs...

I'm writing this down with my last breath
Release is so close but it hasn't come yet
I feel the light reaching me slowly, slowly
Never really knew what I was capable of
But now it's too late, I've already had enough
I guess we'll never know

C: In my suicide, will you remember me?
Not by what I did, but by what I haven't done
Not by what I used to win, but by what I haven't won
Will you reminisce my suicide?

It was just a matter of time
Nothing means anything anymore
This life was never mine
Never found an open door

C

I don't know how I survived this long
This feeling like I don't belong
Comes flooding back but my eyes are open
They're open

In my suicide will you remember me?
No!
Because I didn't do what I should've done
Because I didn't win what I should've won
That's not worth rememberance
All that's lost in suicide