Good Morning

I really like one song by Kanye West, and it's Good Morning. The music video is really funny and makes me happy. Speaking of, Happy by Pharrell Williams is getting really popular. Good for him. It's a good song.
Now, to explain whats going on in my life. Tomorrow, Friday, I'm going to my friend Patricia-Faith's house. Her dad was my science teacher last year. I like her a lot. I just really hope that I can spend two and a half hours with her without needed to fill a silence with endless chatter. The one who's existence gives me hope might be there. Depends. Which will be nice, because then it won't be all up to me to fill silence. Or decide for myself if the silence should be filled or not. If he doesn't come though, I don't know. It's not even about me liking him it's about the comfort I really want to feel hanging out with them because I like them both, I do, and I'm hoping this friendship was meant to be.
Another something happening in my life, I had an 'episode' last night. I've only had, like, seven of these in my entire life and let me just sum it up. I lose my mind. I hurt myself, cry, scream, break things, yeah all that crap. Look at me, sharing all this online. But it happens for less than an hour and then I'm fine.
No, I'm not crazy. This is just a little thing called a mental breakdown. The first time I had one was when I was missing my dad about a year ago, and when I called him he didn't answer, and I threw my phone against the wall, and it all went downhill from there. Half an hour later, he called me and I just calmed down and it was all fine. It's not as scary as it sounds.
On a happier note, I finally found Altoids minis! The little mints are so cute!