God

I've missed him so much. It's kind of amazing. I didn't realize how much I missed him until tonight. I miss being able to pray, and having something to talk to my dad about. My faith. And I've strayed so far from it lately. My closest friends aren't Christian, and it's a mess. And then this girl comes in and shows me what I'm missing. And I realize how desperately bad I want her life and it can totally be possible.
So this church may not completely believe what I believe and that sucks, but right now I want to focus on getting my relationship with God back, and if this is the way to do it then so be it. Because this is something I really want. And I'm not saying I'm going to baptize myself next weekend, but I'm going to start praying.
But I will always support homosexuality and everything else I believe strongly in no matter what they tell me.