Monday, March 10, 2014

Your existence gives me hope

Okay so since I don't want to tell my best friend, I'll tell the blog. So there's this guy. And yes, I know crushing is against my law that I made for myself. But I honestly like who I am around him.
I cuss less, I'm funnier(I think), and is it not perfect that I have a thing for blue eyes and guess what color his are?
I don't want to screw this up because relationships are not my cup of tea but I never, ever want to stop being around him. To stop laughing, or playing charades, or card games, or watching him juggle and do magic tricks. Or talk about the Twilight Zone, or Sherlock, or Doctor Who, or why on earth babies look like potatoes when they're born. Or when I make a stupid comment in Biology, he'll look at me like I'm insane, and I laugh to myself but I swear a see a smile playing on his lips.
And if he reads this, I'll die. Not because I'm embarrassed, but because everything will change, and I don't want that.

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