Most of the dreams I remember are daydreams

Ya'know, it's funny. The drama that seemed to circle me. I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm not one of those people who step into love. I fall in. Big mistake on my part. A part of me just wants to stop. But to attempt that will be tough. I've already made too many promises I can't keep. I'm annoyed. Why does it even matter? I hate it when anyone calls me anything(pretty, cute, beautiful) but Ulys didn't stop. And I liked him, so whatever. However, my ex will many times a day erk me. I'm not attractive. At all. Which, have you noticed, it's the girls like Mra and Jennifer who are cute and always so happy and aloof and energetic that get the guys? Have you also realized, that people such as me don't? Because it's very easy for anyone, especially guys to erk me?